Emily Pilling. 16. Manchester UK.
i am not special. i am not a beautiful or unique snowflake. i am the same decaying organic matter as everything else.
rammstein. richard kruspe & paul landers otp. death cab for cutie. coldplay. photography. lyrics. mayday parade. space. thunder storms. collar bones. city and colour. flirtation. dubstep. fall out boy. honesty. spooning. lip biting. sex. clouds. train journeys. suspenders. bon iver. sarcasm. lady gaga. tea. drawing. pokemon. tattoos. garlic bread. masturbation. reading. being cute. cups of tea in cold weather. big cuddly jumpers. a cold bed. little kisses on the nose. cuddles in winter. snow angels. hot weather. goodwoods field. ale. ben and jerrys. cheese on toast. fireworks. my dad. reading.
Well i’ve lost it all, i’m just a silhouette, a lifeless face that you’ll soon forget, my eyes are damp from the words you left, ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.
Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins.